For some reason its really hard to sleep lately
yes i notice its probably due to my poor judgement of using my computer at late hours!
But its kinda crazy i can’t sleep
and it actually bothers me
i need to figure things out
make things work!
well my 2 best friends are leaving for the marine and i had to hussle a little to find new members! today we gave someone a chance his name is mike miller! i liked him alot pretty shy at first but he knew our stuff pretty quick and he is a good looking cat which is only good for the band finally someone better looking than me lol! oh well!! sorry mister tumblr i have been busy i promise i’ll write more on you later (just so you know reader: Eddie believes your allowed to have more than one best friend!)
so lately being single has been a luxury/pain because i never know who actually likes that i like! I just roll with whatever comes by seriously =) I guess I come out as a Flirt and I do not watch what i say But why should i watch why i say when I’m Single When someone steals my heart again and will be able to call me hers i wont need to talk to anyone ever like that but right now i’m everyones fair game… (just so you knwo reader: eddie likes to be old school, open car doors, do little small things, hopeless romantic the whole nine yards)
I found all this supernintendo for the computer!!!
holy shit this is amazing!!!
SEEYALATERSOCIALLIFE!
lol
(just so u know reader: When Eddie kisses he kisses with passion. <3)
Apparently this has been speculated about me, that my life revolves on my computer and such. Which this doesn’t make sense since i hang out with my guy friend more than often.
I do understand i spend a heavy amount of time on the computer. But i network and actually meet a lot of people physically, which most people that live in front of their computer don’t do.
So my plan is to keep using the computer for my band and to network, but i will go out more and make even more friends. In the end i’m the one that sells the band and talks to most of the people that band gets to know.
Oh well i guess i’ll retain the idea that the computer open a new world and that i get to live in two world other than just one =)
(just so you know reader: When little Eddie did not get any attention from girls at all. He was a hardcore nerds aka Chess, yu-gi-oh, Pokemon, horrible clothing the whole 9 yards! Up to this date he doesn’t get much attention just a little but he get surprised to death up to this day that girls at times find him “cute” and smiles a lot by just hearing it!)
Today was A be A bum day!
Talked to an awesome person for a while =)
Seriously i love being a bum but i need to quit it
It’s snowing right now pretty good
ugh but i bet I’m still working gosh!
i hate my job with a passion for fashion lol!
So I’m pretty happy even tho the girl i started liking ignores me hardcore
a lot of other people started talking to me
go figure! lol
You win some you lose some!
in the end!
I’m just happy as hell to be alive!
(just so you know reader:Eddie has all the first 151 Pokemon cards! and anyone that loves Pokemon as much as him is an a OK in his book <3)
Today I’m Going to visit My pops
he’s in the hospital
not quite sure what heart problem is just know is a heart problem, sad to say he doesn’t take care of himself so he kinda had it coming
hopefully things will come out of it good tho!
Today i should be going to a battle of the bands to see Devin’s band perform i might take pictures for the first time and not be involved in the show
wish me good luck!
now on the single note
Well i’m supposed to hang out with my ex. Seeing how she is the only person really interested in me
For some reason the people that say they like me, we hang out they say the love my company then
they never talk to me again
i have seen this happen too much and i’m kinda getting sick of it
I’m starting to not believe any of them anymore
oh well Live and learn!
(just so you know reader:Eddie believes he was a velociraptor in his past life due to the fact that he never eats vegetables)
Life is confusing
I do not know what, I want!
But i know what I want
But I’m scared that in the end
It’s not what i want
Wtf just come on and love me
the end
(just so you know reader: Eddie’s favorite things are Sleeping, cuddling, making love, music, video games, and laughing)
If someone asks you how do you make a band work, while keeping things running smoothly with a lot of problems how do you do it!? My answer is simple Think always positive, simple as that. If you truly work hard for something, someone, anything it will work at the end one way or another believe and it will come true with that said i lost my voice at the middle of our show today which was just like band practice because them jerk put us last for some odd reason hey thanks guys! asses…. Other than that, well me trying to get someone to like me but I’m not quite sure if its working at all i feel stupid at times, because getting that persons attention seems hard. Either that persons’ device is never near or they never answer back which i feel like I’m a nerd… kinda loosing hope because i get no hints back of likeness or attraction„, how much cuter and nicer can a boy be really!? i understand they have their own probs but hey i can make any one’s life better believe me =) other than that single life kinda sucks hard! and those that do want to switch that are not the person i want. eh! what can i say I’m a picky guy
(Dear Reader something you might want to know about Eddie: He still likes Pokemon with a passion. want to get into his heart quick? Offerd yourself to watch Pokemon the first movie! and actually enjoy it. Oh and cute texts messages that come from your won self deff a way into his heart)